A new teacher has come into my life. Come, not unexpectedly, for I have been asking seriously and sincerely for what has occurred. Thing is, I didn’t realize it was going to be such a vehicle for learning.
The pronoun ‘it’ is not a suitable one for what I wish to convey. How is it that we have come this far without a word for that special something that is neither masculine nor feminine but a combination of both; which is entirely personal. He. She. It. !?! Now I cannot write !?!: it is just too precocious, but I need to feel the reader is aware that, forced to used ‘it’, I am meaning something more than that androgynous impersonal word implies. It: my teacher.
I made its acquaintance on the last Thursday in September at eleven forty-five in the morning. By three o’clock that afternoon I had been accepted as the steward of it. Nine days later, after all those necessary details of a home inspection, mortgage, lawyers, I was given the keys to the front door.
For each of those nine days I had come by several times each day to see where the sun shone in the morning, in the afternoon, where the moon chose to peer, how the wind wound around. Came by and nibbled on blackberries, feasted on pears, tasted plums, shared an apple with a worm. Came by and rested head and hand against the warm cream stucco of the house. Came by and poked in the huge compost pile, sat on the ground under a tree that cupped a pear in its branches so that I knew what fruit it had borne, noted the birds in their number and variety and was ecstatic. Of course the house was empty. The listing realtor said he expected to find I had pitched a tent. I don’t think he understood.
It is a house and land teaching me how to make it a home and a garden in the most worthwhile way by increasing awareness of self.
The property is forty-five by one hundred and thirty-seven feet in dimension. The soil of which it consists reminded me of chocolate cake when I shoe’d a shovel into it. I am told this area was once an orchard.
Ten leyland cypress got planted almost immediately in a meandering line to eventually naturalize the view of the apartment block to the north. Got planted and gave me some grounding in the first month of possession when the warts and wrinkles paraded – stampeded! – into view. For this was the first learning. Not only to be prepared for much camouflaged abuse of abode when taking on a house that has been rented by many people across many years, but to ride the vision down the snakes and up the ladders during the initial renovations and find the body and soul weathered surprisingly well!
Coming so quickly on a house that could be instantly purchased meant that I still had the apartment for the month of giving notice. It was a godsend and a burden. More learning. I felt I was burning bridges with a foot on either shore. I could go back to a working toilet and bathtub, brush the plaster dust from my teeth, deal erratically with the bonding of the new place and experience fear that it might never fully occur because of those ‘plaster dust’ aspects. Now, with each small step of personalizing – and I am taking very small steps for some reason I haven’t yet fathomed: perhaps it is to extend the honeymoon period: perhaps I am simply exhausted from the most hectic of months – I allow in, slowly, the joyfulness of commitment.
The house is light and bright and sunny and airy. It is tiny and cosy, less than a thousand square feet. Built in 1941 this is a far newer house than those I have owned in the past, far newer than I expected to be buying now. I love the charm, the history, the depth of old houses. Then I realized – this house is fifty-nine years old! That put things in perspective. Thirty years ago when I was buying an 1867 house this may well have been a ‘youngster’. We have both patina’ed – nicely!
I had planned to live with the garden for a year in the usual fashion to ‘hear’ what it has to tell me. Already it ‘speaks visually’. More learning. I can ‘see’ where pathways are meant to go and have an inkling of where they will lead. Good lord, I am planning a community of sorts.
And paths are lined, of course. With trees and bushes and flowers. Paths are anchored by stones or chips or other foot guides. I walk out with wonder…
I have begun the next adventure of a home in Victoria BC.